Dear Sensitive Sally!
What an... interesting week for the new year huh. I know, I know; you’d rather call it a cunt of a week! But, no! It’s been interesting and at some points, even entertaining. Let me ask you something though ---DID YOU GET SICK OF HEARING YOUR OWN VOICE ON SOME DAYS!?? Cos I certainly did!
Let’s talk about New Year’s day! Not gona lie... you were a bitch lol there’s just no other way of putting it. & I’m not sorry for pointing it out either, someone had too! By the way, apologize to Mum! She had to endure the whinge from you and your voice box, the most that day.
In your defence though; Mother knows what buttons to push to make you go to all kinds of levels. But, bitch! We’re not in Court, so “in your defence” is null and void.
Did you read my 2020 – self letter to you? Obviously you need to read it again! Cos, you’ve done almost everything opposite. & I refuse to let you have a repeat of 2019!
Just . Stay . Focused . Girl!
Don’t worry about missing the beginning of last week in regards to not starting our new health & well-being journey on the desired date we chose. Honestly not even a big deal! Starting on the 1st made far more sense to me, so I can totally understand why.
Don’t . Beat . Yourself . Up!
Leave room for CHANGES. Whether they’re last minute or not —-just, save space. This way you’re not going to freak out on yourself. Freaking out = heading in the direction of self-loathing! & my love, that shit isn’t welcome in our 2020!
I see our nemesis’ consistency and procrastination are still hanging around you! I also see and feel like this time is different. Breaking old habits and mindsets aren’t a walk in the park! & it sure as hell won’t happen overnight. You’ve got a few twists & tangles to undo! Piece of advice for you? Start with Netflix & YouTube! You’re easily distracted by these platforms! I know you’ll be okay, I’m hopeful!
Keep . Going . Bitch! . You’re . Doing . It!
Yes, it’s gonna be hard, I know! You know! I told you this in the first letter, but I don’t mind telling you a thousand more times! Because, hard doesn’t mean impossible! It also doesn’t mean give up! My mind is overloaded with endless possibilities for you. Like, bursting at the seams, type of endless. I’m just waiting for you to catch up —I don’t mind waiting. I’ll always be here. You just need to be ready.
Amongst the chaos and bullshit, I watched you still push yourself to do the things that you would usually put on your “do it the next day priority list” —for this, you should be proud of YOU! Kudos!
You might think you’re failing, but I promise you’re not! You’re just getting started, WE are just getting started! Let’s call these first two weeks, our practice weeks!
You’ll be fine xx
Ps. Get rid of Sensitive Sally, she’s annoying! Replace that bitch with Lavender! Our Kate said it fixes everything!
Photo Credit: taekwondo_kate
Dear 2020 self,
Well, well, well! Here we are again, bitch! Another year down and a new one to welcome us! I’ve written to you almost every year--- so, it’s no surprise I’m here, all up in your grill, writing to you for this one.
Even if you’re not interested in listening right now, I’m putting this out and into The Universe for you, for me, for us, anyway!
And, okay, yes! 2019 shit on you good and proper. Yes, it was a year of being M.I.A. from the world. From proper human interaction. From the Blog. From yourself! Obviously, you ignored my letter for that year 🙄!
BUT! It’s alright! You won’t be allowing it to happen this round, right?! It’s just not an option ---for our sake, and for the health of your body, your mind and our well-being!
Don’t turn back! You got this, girl!!
FOCUS on your 2020-self, you don’t need any drama! You get enough of that from your Diva-self 😅🤭
I know, you know that; - these letters come from a place of love, strength, encouragement and power. These letters will be a reminder to you that, stopping the chase to self-betterment is not a fucking option! and, I’ll always have your back, bitch!
For a fucking LONG time, I’ve watched you self-loathe & hate. I’ve watched your pattern of self-sabotage unravel. Destroying your mind, body and soul, year after year. BITCH! YOU’RE BETTER THAN THAT! There is no time or space for any of that shit to fit into your 2020 schedule! You know this!
I know you’re scared, but honestly; - you can do it and you’ll get everything you wanted. I believe in you! You need to do the same, you owe us!
Drop the mask and you will conquer your demons, one by one. Some exciting shit can happen if you just go for it! Your heart and mind needs to be open! Optimism is part of the deal too! --and that my love, is a fucking beautiful thing to have!
Turn your talk into fruition, just like we planned! You need this!
Work hard with your team, they’re all here for you! and it would be a real shame if you wasted their time as well as your own. Be 1000%transparent with your loved ones, your friends, but most importantly – YOURSELF. This isn’t a game of hide n’ seek or fake it til' you make it!
This year, you have goals! Realistic ones, fucking scary ones ---the kinds that are giving you anxiety as you read this bit. You’re going to have 5 year goals too! ...well, guess what bitch? These goals need YOU! only YOU can achieve them!
This letter (even though I’ve kept it short and a little blunt) and your new Health & Well-being Journey sections on your website, are holding you and I accountable for everything that is about to go down in 2020 for us... just incase you didn’t know! But we got this! I promise.
I’ll be checking in often! So, don’t forget to read my letters to you!
Here is a photo of the Fur babies, because, CUTE AS FUCK!!!