Dear Sensitive Sally!
What an... interesting week for the new year huh. I know, I know; you’d rather call it a cunt of a week! But, no! It’s been interesting and at some points, even entertaining. Let me ask you something though ---DID YOU GET SICK OF HEARING YOUR OWN VOICE ON SOME DAYS!?? Cos I certainly did!
Let’s talk about New Year’s day! Not gona lie... you were a bitch lol there’s just no other way of putting it. & I’m not sorry for pointing it out either, someone had too! By the way, apologize to Mum! She had to endure the whinge from you and your voice box, the most that day.
In your defence though; Mother knows what buttons to push to make you go to all kinds of levels. But, bitch! We’re not in Court, so “in your defence” is null and void.
Did you read my 2020 – self letter to you? Obviously you need to read it again! Cos, you’ve done almost everything opposite. & I refuse to let you have a repeat of 2019!
Just . Stay . Focused . Girl!
Don’t worry about missing the beginning of last week in regards to not starting our new health & well-being journey on the desired date we chose. Honestly not even a big deal! Starting on the 1st made far more sense to me, so I can totally understand why.
Don’t . Beat . Yourself . Up!
Leave room for CHANGES. Whether they’re last minute or not —-just, save space. This way you’re not going to freak out on yourself. Freaking out = heading in the direction of self-loathing! & my love, that shit isn’t welcome in our 2020!
I see our nemesis’ consistency and procrastination are still hanging around you! I also see and feel like this time is different. Breaking old habits and mindsets aren’t a walk in the park! & it sure as hell won’t happen overnight. You’ve got a few twists & tangles to undo! Piece of advice for you? Start with Netflix & YouTube! You’re easily distracted by these platforms! I know you’ll be okay, I’m hopeful!
Keep . Going . Bitch! . You’re . Doing . It!
Yes, it’s gonna be hard, I know! You know! I told you this in the first letter, but I don’t mind telling you a thousand more times! Because, hard doesn’t mean impossible! It also doesn’t mean give up! My mind is overloaded with endless possibilities for you. Like, bursting at the seams, type of endless. I’m just waiting for you to catch up —I don’t mind waiting. I’ll always be here. You just need to be ready.
Amongst the chaos and bullshit, I watched you still push yourself to do the things that you would usually put on your “do it the next day priority list” —for this, you should be proud of YOU! Kudos!
You might think you’re failing, but I promise you’re not! You’re just getting started, WE are just getting started! Let’s call these first two weeks, our practice weeks!
You’ll be fine xx
Ps. Get rid of Sensitive Sally, she’s annoying! Replace that bitch with Lavender! Our Kate said it fixes everything!
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