After what felt like a million painful hours, of trying to think of a name or identity for my new baby I was about to unleash to the big bad world;- Wifey helped me to confirm and lock it in, in the end! At last - “All The Things She Said” (ATTSS) was created, and the excitement was REAL. Let the Blog-Life begin! Ha.
I’m weird and I have this odd’ thing where, if I start a project, it has to go in a certain “process” – and every process for a “Kylie – project” is always different. DON’T ASK why! I don’t even know why lol. So, for ATTSS to continue to grow after birth, I needed to suss’ a cover page image.
I’m a below-the-belt, open-minded, no-filters, dirty-thoughts, loves-reactions, into-weird-intriguing-shit type of girl. SO. I wanted something that had all of those in the mix and some! I didn’t want something created in photoshop or on a computer; fuck that! I wanted something original, something that represents ME (well both Me and an alter-ego of me hehe), my site and my blog.
I started to brainstorm and type shit down, ideas, a billion ideas, a fucking FUCK – LOAD of ideas. Enough to make me want to rip my own hair out (don’t worry, I have a never ending stash of it on my head). Google was my friend for this mission – kind of. Once I sorted through the good and the shitty eggs in the brainstorming basket, my pathway began to slowly make sense. I had the image, the “meaning-of” it all… what I didn’t have was an artist. I mean, I had a couple of people in mind (looking through my Facebook friends, I spot a few faces that I know are fucking talented as far as drawing goes, and they all have different & unique styles), so I PM all of my chosen potentials’, the same message (Lazy haha!) because copy&paste make typing-life easier imo. Ha!
Everyone replied; only one came through though. With a few back and forwards’ messaging and discussing together, combining ideas, WE came to an understanding and both of us were excited to see the end results.
Days and then weeks went by but not without my artist staying in contact with me every step of the way with the progress. Seeing our ideas come to life was incredible. I thought every stage was beautiful, fascinated at the fact that this girl is bad ass, as fuck! Her drawing skills are crazy! Everything I wanted is in this image. Its’ me. It’s raw and real. It goes so fucking well with the name; they actually complement each other. I am definitely impressed! Worth every single dollar spent!!...you didn’t think I expected to get this done for free, did you? Fuck no! I’m not about receiving without giving back!
In the meantime, ….I fuck around with some of the other areas of my site/blog. Waiting, waiting… the climax is insane! I can’t wait to see my piece, completed!
I’m getting distracted from writing this blog at the moment because all I have on my mind is my second book I’m currently being consumed by. All thanks to bestie and Author Amo Jones! “INTRICATE LOVE” is owning me right now! Ahhhhhh!!
So, excuse me while I just read a couple of chapters, reaaaal quick, PLEASE?! Kthanks.
Alright, alright! Got my fix, for the moment. Where was I?? ..ahh! yes, the climax! Talk about giving me a coronary with all this waiting bizzo’! I’m just way too excited. How can I not be though? See for yourselves, at the stages below! – and while you’re checking them out, I’ll be over there getting some more pages in ;)
...I DID NOT want to stop reading! But one must finish this Blog-post…priorities huh!
ANYWAY - It took a month, maybe a month and a half, close to 2 months by the time my artist had completed the image fully. She emailed the final, completed version of my image piece. Ahhhhhh! I was so fucking excited, that I was too nervous to open the damn thing. I couldn’t believe we had finally reached this point, like actual! This was the end to the beginning of something crazy – beautiful! & I couldn’t wait to share it with the rest of the internet world.
Without making you guys wait any longer, I’d like to introduce to you ALL…
Isn’t she just so beautiful? No fucks’ given if you don’t dig her!! She came out better than I even imagined! I can’t stop starring at her! I almost feel like I’m perving on her because I’m starring so intensely haha. Sitting back, just admiring her, as I can hear my sister playing Tennessee whiskey by, Chris Stapleton in the background; adds to the whole perving feeling lol. And, as if my artist completing this for me wasn’t enough… the good bitch that she is, sent the physical of it to me, framed in the post – I was one happy little asshole, to say the least!!!
I guess I better explain how and why and of that bizzo’ about this beautiful bitch!! (my image piece, silly hehe)
Let me give you a quick look into Belladonna’s bio.
Belladonna is sassy, sexual, doesn’t give a shit about what other people think or say about her (sometimes), she’s pretty much my alter-ego! she rocks a “I don’t give a fuck” attitude. She loves reactions, humans are strange creatures and fascinate Belladonna. She’s weird with more than enough curiosity, I’m surprised she hasn’t killed the pussy..cat, with it yet ;) hehe (don’t be rude!).
Belladonna is in a wheelchair and is displaying that there can still be sexual, kinky, naughtiness, desire with disability!! Yeaaah bitch, disabled people can do awesome shit as well.
Belladonna has her own Bible. Not your average Bible though. Not even close! She doesn’t like to follow rules or things that others try to push on her. She follows and loves her own Bible that contain her own beliefs, rules, morals etc.
Belladonna loves her body, and doesn’t mind being a bit exposed ;), especially when there’s occasions. She wears the headpiece clothing of a Nun; this symbolizes’ her purity when it comes to the male species. She exposes her boobs but always keeps her nipples covered with tape in a cross looking way; it gives her a sense of sexiness and keeps the mind curious.
Belladonna loves piercings, her favourite one is her septum one.
Belladonna has opinions, no filters, profanity outbursts, she’s kind and gentle, she is the face of ATTSS, the cover girl of the site.
Belladonna's name was chosen and only seemed fitting, reason being is because she's pretty much like the plant;- looks are deceiving, sometimes it can be mistaken for other plants due to similarities. It's kind of like, being the alter-ego of the "sweet and innocent, non-deadly plants". In my head this makes sense, so that is all that matters haha!
Belladonna welcomes you all, into the crazy mind of Kylie;- the Owner of All The Things She Said. Come and read/see life through her eyes, mind, body and soul!
Keep smiling, Stay happy <3