I almost took the easy way out and wasn’t going to do Day 1 of the 7-day challenge as; - In my FIRST-BLOG-POST, back in July, I tell you all about why I want to blog, bits and pieces of myself etc. And well, it pretty much covers what Day 1 has asked for the first challenge!
BUT, here I am. Approaching Day 1 from a different angle. Now, first things’ first! – I make no sudden apologies for all of the profanity I throw throughout my blogs and on my site. When I had thoughts on starting yet “another” website / blog, I told myself FUCK IT!!! I have a potty mouth, why down play it online if I’m wanting it to be as real as possible. I don’t usually have filters in “real -life”, why start on the internet!?
OH! And then, there’s always that nervous feeling before hitting the Publish or Post button, I know I was terrified when it came to doing it! Because I over – think shit. I’d start questioning what I’d written, if it was enough, what if no-ones’ into it… yada yada yada! All kinds of stupid things. Then, I stopped giving a fuck about peoples’ negative opinions.
Don’t get me wrong, I think I’ll always get that nervous feeling when it comes to Post or Publish, BUT! don't we all??! And for once, it’s not because of any over – thinking bullshit anymore HA!! It's just nerves in general.
Since starting with my blogging, I have found myself falling inlove with it more and more. Even when I feel like I hate it. This is the LONGEST I’ve kept to it! And now that Wifey purchased my domain for me, I feel obligated to stick to it and be more consistent…not the easiest shit to do when you’re the Queen of procrastination and unrealistic “perfection” expectations!! Wooaahh! Talk about mouth full!! ha ha.
I'm also finding my voice! With every new post I do, my confidence sprouts a bit more! It is an amazing feeling. It's a sense of accomplishment, well for me personally, it is. I haven't found that "niche" everyone speaks about their blogs having, yet. I'm not entirely sure I want to find that specific niche talked about. I don't do well with playground rules. So, we'll see how it all turns out.
I must tell you guys though!?! I have plans for my little webby & bloggy, for the future! MUCH EXCITEMENT! ANNND, I am finding the more I blog, the easier the flow. It doesn’t always turn out that way and that’s okay! I just carry on! I’m definitely in this for the long time not a short time. I’m not anywhere near a “Pro” blogger, but I am working hard to improve and evolve more and more everyday’ to reach my goals and dreams for this badbitch! XX