My failed attempt with keeping up the consistency of posting my blogs twice a week in February added to my battle with my little demons who like to visit in my head every now and then! But, these have finally (hopefully) fucked themselves and have left my premises! (failure + my little demonoids). It hasn’t been easy, AT ALL though! and being in an ugly mind-space while trying to project a “positive & happy” face & mentality out to the human world, only made the struggles harder.
Surrounded by ignorance, judgments, opinions, tempers, even the odd support here and there – has been a fucking struggle and in my head, well, the 2% of it that still belonged to me during the time my little demons had taken over, I felt alone. I was alone, even when the house was full – I was surrounded by loneliness. Speaking up never worked, it would just end up twisted or offending someone. But my façade of “positivity & happy” face wasn’t working either. I was hurting. I became bitter. Self-loathing became my bestfriend. WOAAHH-is-me was taking over. BUT, somehow, out of nowhere and nothing I’ve decided to pick up my non-existent tits and switch on my fuck that & fuck you mind frame, start again and get my shit back on track!!! SOOOO, Wasssup MARCH! HELLOOOOO my little reading-whores <3, #Loveya’s!! & without me going on and on about shit, here’s what the month of March has in store for us on the Blog: *Shit to look forward to –
In amongst my ugly mind-space, this month started off with a couple of things –
NOW. This months’ actual AGENDA for the blog: No particular order for these! Well, apart from the last two ^,^
I hope the month of March see's you well & you accomplish whatever you have planned! :) Stay happy, Keep smiling XX
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