I PICKED UP MY NON-EXISTENT TITS... OH! HEY, HI MARCH!

My failed attempt with keeping up the consistency of posting my blogs twice a week in February added to my battle with my little demons who like to visit in my head every now and then! But, these have finally (hopefully) fucked themselves and have left my premises! (failure + my little demonoids). It hasn’t been easy, AT ALL though! and being in an ugly mind-space while trying to project a “positive & happy” face & mentality out to the human world, only made the struggles harder.

Surrounded by ignorance, judgments, opinions, tempers, even the odd support here and there – has been a fucking struggle and in my head, well, the 2% of it that still belonged to me during the time my little demons had taken over, I felt alone. I was alone, even when the house was full – I was surrounded by loneliness.

Speaking up never worked, it would just end up twisted or offending someone. But my façade of “positivity & happy” face wasn’t working either. I was hurting. I became bitter. Self-loathing became my bestfriend. WOAAHH-is-me was taking over.

BUT, somehow, out of nowhere and nothing I’ve decided to pick up my non-existent tits and switch on my fuck that & fuck you mind frame, start again and get my shit back on track!!!

SOOOO,

Wasssup MARCH!
HELLOOOOO my little reading-whores <3, #Loveya’s!! & without me going on and on about shit, here’s what the month of March has in store for us on the Blog:

*Shit to look forward to –

• The first MUA BEAUTY BOX for 2017 gets packaged up & sent out to a group of us – we are so fucking lucky & spoilt! I can’t WAAAAIIITTT to share this with my blog!
• My second subscription box for my *new* section on my website (haven’t released section YET) comes this month – woohooo! Very excited bout’ daaat ^,^
• HEALTH/FITNESS/HAPPINESS/FOOD etc. – I’m so happy about all of this! My body & mind will tank and love me for it!
• Beauty & The Beast – I fucking can’t waaait for this! Definitely doing a movie review on this since I failed doing so for Fifty Shades Darker :/ PLUS!!!! This is one of my all-time favouritessss from my Disney childhood collection. It HAS TO be done, maaateee!!!

In amongst my ugly mind-space, this month started off with a couple of things –

• The 1st was another year added to the belt – it was the 18th year anniversary of my death & re-birth, day. Also known as the day of my accident.
• The following day, wifey & I went out for dinner at a Chinese restaurant with four other people to celebrate our friends 28th birthday – that was so much fun! I love that little bitch <3

NOW. This months’ actual AGENDA for the blog: No particular order for these! Well, apart from the last two ^,^

• A day spent in photo’s – this was fun, but with my goldfish memory, I sucked with remembering to take kodaks on the hour haha!
• Naturals+Medicinal vs. Pharmaceutical – MY why’s, not yours or the next persons!
• Tale as old as time – oOoo can’t wait to review this! I fucking hope they do the movie justice!
• 2017's first MUO Beauty box – OMFG! shit just got REAL!!!!
  
• Shopping on a given budget challenge – ummm. Wifey gave me this challenge to do! I guess it’s only fair since I gave her a challenge last month!
• Sharing a bit of my happiness – who the fuck doesn’t like happy feels!? I wana’ share some of mine with ya’s :)
• *My monthly play-list ♪♫
• *& last but not least, My four favs. of the month

I hope the month of March see's you well & you accomplish whatever you have planned! :)

Stay happy, Keep smiling XX