I wanted to write you this letter because, I have 13 reasons for you. But first, I want to tell you that I’m sorry. & I want to give you 5 reasons why.
Can I tell you? I promise I'll keep this letter short.
Will you read this and know it’s for you? I hope you do.
Nevermind. I’m going to write this shit anyway!
Even though I’ve reassured you time & time again that I’ll always be there, I haven’t always been the greatest friend – for that, I am sorry.
I forgot to message you back the day before it all happened – for that, I am sorry.
Were the Twitter posts a sign that things aren’t okay? if yes, I’m sorry I didn’t read further into them sooner!
I haven’t been regular with keeping in touch with you lately – for that, I am sorry.
I’m sorry it took a scare for me to wake up & realize, our friendship is important! (like, I knew it was important, but yaknow, we’ve been friends for so long, it became comfortable so I forgot how important - & I know you’ll know what I mean! “we get each other” remember?)
Now, for my 13 reasons, I have for you.
You didn’t think I had forgotten, did you? I just hope you believe them.
All 13 belong to you.
You are worth it.
You may stand out. You may not be the “cool kid”. You may be misunderstood. Your beliefs might be different, but – YOU.ARE.WORTH.IT
You deserve to be here.
It’s true! & it can’t be any truer!
You are so loved!
It may not be from millions but it is from the ones you care about & matter the most!
You have so many awesome qualities!
Kind, compassionate, caring, giving, funny, intelligent, loving – don’t waste them!
You & I still have places to try coffee at!
You don’t expect me to go alone, do you?!
You have grandchildren that still need you.
Let them fill your soul with all kinds of happiness!
You are beautiful!
Look in the mirror every day & say out loud – “I am beautiful”
You still have so many years left!
We’re not getting any younger, time isn’t slowing down – so, why waste em’?!
You are broken, yes?! BUT, it can be fixed!
The healing begins with TRUTH – you got this! & we’ve got you!
You only get one life!
Protect & LOVE it! it’s yours!
You need to love yourself!
Once you do, things will start falling into place for you & not even demons from the past will succeed in stopping you!
You gotta want it!
& you gotta want it for YOU!
You made it! You’re here!
Now, please, STAY!!!
There is always light, even in the darkest holes, light can always be found. Like I said, healing starts with truth, truth will then free you & after that, YOU.gotta.want.the.rest!
I hope this letter reaches you one day. & I hope my 13 reasons for you, help in any way, shape or form. Because – they’re all true.
Like I always tell you, yaknow (& this goes for anyone else as well!), I am always just a Txt, PM, phone call away! Never hesitate, because you are not alone!!!
All my love.