I . Fucked . Up!
& I actually thought I was prepared. NOPE! Not for what went down that's for sure lol epicccc fail!
Started off by chilling with one of my closest friends for the day ... we decided to have a sesh with MJ ---this was the beginning... I just hadn't seen the bigger picture yet.
Munchies eventually kicked in :/... this is where, brain lost all rational thoughts. All things healthy & good left the fucking building! & took my rational thinking brain with it.
Healty food & portions, where? Who? What?!
box made chocolate moist cake with buttercream icing, chip & dip and for dinner, fish & chips :/
We were so fucking sick after the cake. Few hours later, another MJ hit & boooom! Ready for dinner! Fml!
So much regret & guilt once it came to bedtime.
1. I failed myself
2. Guilt & regret stayed the night
3. Negative thoughts process
My first fuck up for this for 2020.