NO! I did not fail before even starting! That theory can fuck off :) I had every intention to get my shit started at the beginning of the week BUT (& you’re going to think this is such a stupid reason) the weird o.c.d side of me was like, FUCK NO! there’s no way you can start a new week with 2 days of 2019 still clinging on! It wasn’t making sense. So I waited for the 1st. & I’m glad cos I don’t think I was completely mentally prepared tbh. so the extra 2 days, helped!
there was no stress or pressure! :)
p.s - I’m onto DAY 3, bitches!!