Written by: KJS
Lonely , but not alone
Alone , but not actually alone
Help , but not helped
Helped , but no help
Reassurance , but not assured
assured , but not reassured .
Feelings aren't taken how they're presented ,
But instead , raped of any rights to feel
the feelings that are needing to be
vented and represented.
Ignored , more than I, once was adored
Adored once , but now , more so ignored .
My pain is not your pain so therefore ,
I'm nothing more than , a pain .
Particular ways wanted or needed ,
sometimes even desired .
But desire must wait -"you're so fussy & diva"
Trust me , if I could do it all myself ,
I wouldn't ask anyone for either!
yet , I'm right here yelling and screaming ,
but no one is ever listening .
Listen to me?